I wanted to post this here as well as Tumblr, idk why.

Good things come to those who wait; but so does misfortune. As far as I’m concered, life is about luck. I don’t think there’s a “plan” from God, or a rebirth, or anything like that. I think that you just do the best you can do with the circumstances and when the time comes, the time comes. Your in a jar, or in a casket six feet under, or scattered about the coast lines. But if you’re just Dead, no other life, why not enjoy this one? Maybe there is an afterlife, and maybe there is a plan from God. Maybe, there is a God. Maybe we all have a purpose. Shit, we could even end up in a bad sitcom, no one knows yet. To me, religion is a comfort and something to keep you going through the rough patches. Me? I don’t believe in anything, anything except for this; Today might be bad, yesterday may have been bad too, tomarrow might even be worse than today… but with Time and patience, the days get better. That’s what I believe in. I believe in Time, science, and truth. Good for you, if your religious, I respect that. But no one knows until they’re dead, and we can’t speak with our dead. So we might as well fight and bitch about which religion is right or wrong, but for now, I think I’ll enjoy my time here, I think I’ll just wait out the bad and savour the good. Because that’s really all that makes much sense to me at this point

Another of my many daily posts..

So I've been posting alot because I missed 2 days of school due to being sick, and I can't go anywhere today because of that. I might go take pictures tomarrow, if my camara decides to work. -.- ANYWAYS; I just ate my body weight, in potato chips. Well, not really, but about 300 calories worth of chips. Kill Me. And? To make things worse, I HAVE TO EAT SPAGHETTI TONIGHT. Fuckshitdamn. |: How many calories is spaghetti? I'm going to guess around 450. AND OH DEAR GOD. IT'S SEVEN HUNDERED AND FIFTY CALORIES.
180+300+750=Fat Ass.
...or, 1230 calories.
SHOOT ME.

My name is Erika,

...and I am going to be thinner and prettier and everything better, so that next school year comes, my ex boyfriend will see just how hot I am -- while he can't have me. I don't hate him, even though I have all rights and such, but I fell in love (or what felt like love) with him. But either way, I think I'd get a little satisfaction out of seeing his jaw hit the damn floor when I walk by with skinny everything and a nice set of boobs.(: At least; nice for my 5'2 already apparently "petite" frame. *cough*orjustginormousframe*cough*

That's partially what's motivating me today.
The less I eat now, the less I weigh then, the better I feel these next days when the photo's are taken, and the better I look when He see's me...
Life is grand in the strangest of ways...(:

Hello.(:
So, today so far I've eaten 160 calories worth of Special K. Or maybe it's more like... 180, I don't have skim milk. ): Anyways, I was still hungry after words, and I ALMOST grabbed a cookie. BUT I DIDN'T! I grabbed a Diet Coke, and said Diet Coke is now chillin' on my tv stand thing, waiting for me to have a hunger craving. ((: Later I have to do like... I'd guess it would be five loads. >.< But, that's a mini work out for me, up and down stairs for a few hours.(: I can't actually, "work out" because my parents will get suspicious, and I'm lazy as fuck. But I do go on SUPER long walks so I can get some good photography done, and to clear my head. So hopefully it helps clear my body of a few calories. I found this calorie site, btw... and I have a severe addiction to Speedway Caramel Lattes, so any time I've got a dollar on hand, THAT, is where it's spent, anyways, back to this calorie web site. {[http://caloriecount.about.com]} It's wonderful. I never knew how many calories were actually in some of the food I ate. Shocking. Now, I can plan ahead if I want coffee.(; Sneaky. Lol. I think tomarrow I'll just have coffee. Home coffee, I don't have $3. ): Sad. Well I might have change. I'll let ya'll know. Anywho, I'll be posting later or momentarily with thinspo and tonight with all my calorie intake.
Another point; I see I have a follower. :D Yay! :D
...Well, later, I s'pose.<3

I post too much, don't I? Hm. That 70's Show isn't all that uplifting, having to see skinny, gorgeous, Jackie Burkhart being SKINNY AND GORGEOUS... And with Easter coming up, I'm going to inflate more than a hot air balloon. You might as well kill me now. Damn. I need some thinspo, in the form of BOOKS! :D I might just stop at the library tomarrow.(:

I want to be a model. I'm 13. This has been apart of me since I was 11. It is my control issue. Not a choice. Overwhelming thought processes that I can't shut up. So here I am, blogging about this... my "accomplishments" and my "failures." Enjoy, loves.