I've been binging. Like mega bad... I feel like a fucking W-H-A-L-E, you know, the 500 thousand pound ones? Yeah, that's me. From now on, I'm "buckling down" on my calories, hugely. As if my life depended on it. I've let myself go this week... I'll keep y'all updated, thinspo, and the gross pictures of myself, which will soon be gorgeous enough to be in a bikini.<3 2 more months left... and I need to get myself at least presentable in a bikini. So you know what that means? Thinspo around my room, recording EVERYTHING I eat, and daily crunches with walking home every day. I think I can do this. I just wish I could actually get a number, but the last time I got weighed at the doctor's like last year, I was 111 lbs, but like a week later I got on my scale, and it read 120 lbs... So I think I'll go by eye and photo.
So tomarrow, I have to do laundry, && that requires up and down, up and down stair work. Breakfast, I'm going to have Special K (120 calories) and then for lunch, Diet Coke, and dinner... I think I'll try and skip that, or at least get by with a Jello cup that's about 100 calories... so 220 calories, minus however many calories burned by walking around and going up and down stairs.
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